*sigh*

Do you ever have those days when you want to hide from the world? Crawl in bed, pull the covers over your head, and pretend nothing outside exists? That's my night tonight. I was having a great day. I was so glad to be back in school, and glad my classes were going so well. I was happy to be back home, in my own home, and be near my patients again. But then something happened, and my whole night changed. I have been depressed ever since. I just feel, low. I feel depressed, like I've been beaten by my adversary. I feel humiliated and embarrassed. I'm feel shamed. I feel crappy. I feel angry and hurt.
Luckily, I have my husband. He immediately pulled me into his arms and held me. And then he just talked to me. Told me everything would be okay, and started making plans to make it okay. I am blessed to have him.
Even when I have super crappy nights like tonight.